Name: January 15, 2015 (Five Years On)
Duration: P00H05M04S
Description: Single from the upcoming acoustic EP, "Hodgepodge Re-Recordings," out 1/24/20.

January 15, 2015 (Five Years On)

from Hodgepodge Re-Recordings by Jungheim

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Single from the upcoming acoustic EP, "Hodgepodge Re-Recordings," out 1/24/20.

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I broke down and cried too many times,
the ambulance came rushing by.
I called a friend, said i'd be okay
before the blue men took me away.
2AM the morning rain,
a camera flash lightens my face.
A plastic bracelet, defeated heart
Hartgrove's finest, maybe I'll like it here
Lock me up, don't let me leave
Force me into what they see
I say that I feel happy
but their bullshit ain't helping
I've never felt more alone
It's been days now, my hair's all grown
Will you ever let me go?
My heart sunk, don't let them know
Important change I can't accept,
maybe there's no good in me left
My parents tired, i've had enough
Is this a part of being young?
230 pounds, 10 milligrams
I'm thanking God I haven't relapsed
I'm so, so, so sorry, don't know what for
There's not a single aspect of life I live for
The final day, i'm glad it's through
Back to having nothing to look forward to
In five years time, i'll be alright
Not perfect, but enough to get by
But in the meantime, send me a sign
Give me an answer, my mind isn't right
I know i'm giving up so easy,
I wish that you couldn't see me,
How can someone so beautiful have been so ugly?
Years ago, I had to leave
My mental health, no one could see
It's no real thing to be happy
but believing it could be helping
Never time to be alone
Make sure my emptiness never grows
Find some time to let it go
and make sure nobody knows...

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from Hodgepodge Re-Recordings, track released January 15, 2020
Artwork by Valentina Serramalera.

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